Friday, February 19, 2010

uneasy.

hi everyone, ha! i know most of you thought that this blog was going to die again right?!


well, you're right.

but not anymore! (sounds like a commercial) ha. oh well... always wanted to blog but am either to lazy or im always getting interrupted. yes. i felt the strong urge to talk about this for a freaking long time already, but just never seem to have the chance to..

IT TOTALLY PISSES ME OFF WHEN PEOPLE GET INTO THE TRAIN AND DONT WANT TO MOVE IN OR SELFISHLY STAND IN THE MIDDLE OF THE DOOR WHEN PEOPLE ARE TRYING TO GET OUT. REALLY. TTM. i mean like, what's their problem? it's not like their house is on fire or something. well, if their house really was on fire they wont be taking the train, right?! ha. i know many people think like me as well, coz it's really really very irritating when the train starts to move and you realise you could fit the whole russia into the gaps in the middle of the carriages. the funny thing is, i noticed, that sometimes when singaporeans complain, they complain.. wrongly. they are always pointing at those standing in the middle and saying like "walao see still got so much space then all those people dont want to move in... @#$^#%@&$@^ lah.." WHEN ACUTALLY it's NOT! the people who are standing smack in the middle of the carriage! it's those who stand slightly past the glass panels where people lean on who cause the whole jam...

you know, sometimes i feel like shit coz i talk so much about it, but yet i dont have the guts to go up and shout from the outside or ask those people inside to move in... the feeling sucks. it's like, wishing i could do something but somehow i just dont do it, out of fear, embarrassment, i dont know. it just... sucks. i dont want to talk too much about it because i know all of you, whoever who will be reading, knows the situation and feels the same.

SO PLEASE MOVE IN AND DONT BE SO SELFISH IT'S NOT LIKE THE END OF THE WORLD, EVEN 2012 IS STILL SO FAR AWAY, SO GIVE WAY, DONT PUCH, AND DONT TSKTSKTSK. smack them.



lately, a number of ... how should i put it... very unusual and shocking things have been happening around and to me. some of my honeys might know certain things i'm refering to, others not, but it's okay. sometimes, life's so funny. i wonder how'll it be like when i place myself in the other unknowing person's shoes.or like, the least expected thing happens to you. i'm sure everyone has either one of these experiences in their life and i believe it must have been very.. interesting, if i have to put it in words. mine has left me feeling uneasy.... and thinking. i stare into space.. stoning, thinking, actually my mind's just blank. this kind of things, really, totally unexpected, or rather when youre not expecting it at all, it happens.


i know a few of my hons said that i blog like im writing essay, and no, i'm not blaming the fact that i'm an english literature student, it's just that i have a lot thoughts, i suppose. haha i was thinking about the essay point my friends brought up during my shower this evening (hey no horny thought okay!) and i realise that actually all that im blogging about is like how much i talk about most of the time.. so actually all my friends are listening to ''essays'' all the time! heh! and ha, still say teacher so naggy in class can't focus. oh but i know why, coz it's me mah! ><>


okay looking at the preview it's kinda scary, so i shant continue to SCARE you all! i just wanna say... life's so unpredictable.


AND YOU ARE SO IRRITATING. GO AWAY. YOU.



what's on repeat on my RealPlayer: Two is better than one (acoustic version) - boys like girls